JOURNAL DAY 6: 6TH DECEMBER 2024

 Today was not that productive day study wise since today admit card for bpsc came. So, I spent much of my time, planning how to revise. I have decided for this week I will suspend all extra things. Like: Optional, GS mains, answer writing etc. 

Optional classes, GS pre targets and BPSC will be my sole focus. 

I have planned a revision schedule for last 6 days. 

I will follow that. 

So, I suspended all my planned things and did bpsc stuff. 

Here are the screenshots

So, also, I planned also the travel to Siwan that's my district where this exam is going to happen. Exact location is not known. Hence, a little uncertainty is there. I am planning to go by bus from Ramgarh. 

I have to see the booking provisions etc. and also where to stay. Someone told me, "Itni dikkat leke exam dene jaaoge?" 

I mean, what the fuck do you mean? Why these people think life should be a bed of roses. In fact, I, on a daily basis, expect misery, discomfort, problems and dikkat. 

These people want their 7 coarse meal life and career and dreams on a plate in breakfast when they wake up. Sorry, beta, Jaake baith jaa maa ke pallu mein, Ye duniya jahanuum hai. 

I will got to give this exam at any cost. People are protesting. I saw they being beaten by the police. See, what an irony. Future officers are being beaten by present officers. This vicious cycle will go on. The system resists you to come in the system and when you become the system, your job is precisely to provide this resistance. What a sad state of affairs. 

But, Anyhow, चरैवेति चरैवेति

this should be our motto at any cost. We will keep moving. To Quote Martin Luther King Jr.

If you can't run, walk. If you can't walk, crawl. But at any cost, do not stop moving.

Unfortunately, I am too pragmatic to go to the protest. But my heart goes to students who are fighting for justice and integrity in the conduction of this exam. There should not be normalization in my opinion.

I will give this exam if the exam will be conducted on 13th.

We can only hope for the better. To hope for the worse will be counter productive.

Adios!