DESCRIPTION OF LAST NIGHT'S NIGHTMARE

Here, I am doing what Freud used to practice with his patients, albeit in rudimentary form. I will just try to put it in words what I saw as a dream last night. Some of it I remember from last night. Some of it is part of recurring dreams that I often see from time to time. 

1st Scene: I enter my gym. I wish to lift a particular weight. But there is a giant senior already working out. He does his set and then I go there. Then, I start lifting. I changed the weights. He becomes angry. He, a ferocious looking guy, starts throwing away my bag, my bottle and stuff and I stand there frightened. Then, when he is done doing that, he becomes silent, he might be waiting for me to react. Then I say to him, "Sorry bhaiya, may be I should not have done that! What will we get out of fighting!" And then I go and hug him. He starts crying loud and heavy. 

2nd Scene: I find myself in my school. It is raining heavy. I open my umbrella to go out. I have a big umbrella. I see behind me, some girls whom I am familiar with. These were girls of my batch. They ask me if they can come inside my umbrella. I reply, Ok, aa Jao. I have a big ass umbrella. It covers all of them so well. 7-8 girls around me and I am holding the umbrella, and we are walking. I see a fellow senior to me looking at me with envy. I saw one of my friends, Rishav, Laughing at me. 

3rd Scene: This is one of my recurring dreams I am having since a long time. I open my eyes in my school. I am in the hall. I see nobody. Somehow, I know what has happened. Actually, the whole city has been overnight converted into zombies. All around I find nobody. But I have to hide myself and find someone like me, someone who is not a zombie yet. And I have to hide myself from Zombies. I hear some roars and screams from outside. They are coming, I am hiding in the back side of the closet having photos of Goddesses. I am scared. I have to escape. 

This scene repeats, sometimes I see beyond this that I am running, and zombies are running behind me to catch me and make a like them. Sometimes I see my family becoming zombies in front of me. Sometimes, I try to help my father to come back from the slumber but all he wants to eat flesh. I find myself often alone and scared in these situations. 

In some scenes, I find myself an ally. Someone who is most often a girl. She is like me. All too human, Not a zombie. Not wishing to eat flesh. I and she, search for methods to save the city. She scolds me for being careless, I like her. But, currently, we are in an absurd situation so not a correct time to ask her out is it? And this goes on and I wake up.