It seems like people really like reading stuff that are personal to me. Usually when I write about Kant, Hegel, Foucault, I see, 20 people reading it. But I put 1 photo of mine at the Barbar's shop, and the whole blog is about something completely different, I saw yesterday fucking 54 people reading it just in 8 hours of time.
Ok, So, if you people really wish to know about an ordinary 24-year old's life, your wish.
So, Let's talk about my gym.
You might know what a wonderful experience it has been for me to go to gym daily, laugh and smile and jump and exhilarate. I just lose myself there, in the weights. It is spiritual for me. I am in love with lifting weights. I can do it all day without anyone around me.
So, at the gym I met a lot of people.
I met two people, Kaushik and Prince, who are now friends. We are like fellow travelers, who have met at this station of a gym, in 8 months' time, we will not remember even who and what, we will get busy in our lives. In my opinion, this is the correct way of life, to respect the impermanence of things and move on. The Flower does not get attached to the spring season; it blooms in all seasons. Some days, it becomes a spectacle for your eyes to see, water drops on the petals after a rain shower in rainy season, some days, you pass on a wintry night and suddenly, a fragrance warms up your soul.
Good people are like that. Wherever they go, even with strangers, they dance and jump and crack jokes and smile so much so that strangers even think that this man should not leave them.
Sawaal ye nahi hai, ki koi kisi ko chorr ke jaayega ki nahi, Sawaal ye hai, ki aapko wo aadmi aapke pass chahiye toh ek hi tareeqa hai, Aap wo aadmi ban jaaiye.
Maine jinse bhi prem kiya hai, mai thoda thoda unke jaisa ban gaya hun. Mujh mein thodi si smriti ki shaitaaniyan hain, Smriti ki hasi hai, Kavyanshi ki aankhein kabhi kabhi meri aankhein ho jati hain, Kabhi kabhi Mai Neha sa Befikr ho jaata hu.
The best way to keep a flower with you is to become the fragrance that is the essence of the flower.
Mujhe ummeed hai, ki ye ladke, meri hasi aur meri zindagi jeene ka tareeqa mujhse chura lein, Aur apni apni zindagi mein jahan bhi jaayein, hasi baantein, khushi baantein...Lutayein, Aur khud bhi anand magan rahein.
Kaushik says, "Bhaiya aap har baat pe joke maar dete hain!", Haan, Kaushik, Zindagi har baat par has sakein yahi toh seekhati hai,.
Prince kehta hai, Bhaiya itna muskurate hain, isliye baccha jaisa dikhte hain. Sahi kehta hai, Mai aise hi muskurata rahunga ab. Aur itna hi baccha bana rahunga. Meri hasi aur muskaan ki dhoop Duniya mein har koi jo mere sampark mein aayega usko usko bechaini, uske dukh, dard, peeda aur Sadness ki sardi se bachati rahegi.
Bhagwaan ne bhi toh yahi kiya, kabhi unki hasi dekhi hai, Mai unko hasta dekh, unki kisi photo mein, rone lagta hun, Aankh se aanshu aa jaate hain. Bhagwaan murjhaaye phoolon ko khila dete the.
Nitesh kehta hai, "Sakshi bhaav hi osho ki philosophy ka saar hai!". Mujhe lagta hai, Shayad Nitesh ne Osho ki muskaan ko ghanton meri tarah nahi nihara. Mai osho ho gaya, Osho ko dekhte dekhte.
Ab mai wahi karunga, jo bhagwaan ka kaam hai. Itna bada ped banunga, ki log mere saaye mein apne existence ka sukoon paa sakein.
Coming to my gym, Here everyone is really good. These two, since they are children, they have the honesty and simplicity of children. I feel comfortable with these two.
The only insecure man I found in the gym was the gym owner, Sachin. Sachin does not understand that he lives in a heaven. He seems defensive, insecure, all the time. All the time, I find him comparing himself with people of our class (He was my classmate), who got job. He is a very successful trainer but he still thinks that he is not enough.
I find him constantly derisively dismissing people who laugh and smile and so on. This is the indication of a sad man. A sad man does not like other people happy. A sad man, who can see other people happy without feeling anxious, will not remain sad for a long time. But, the one who feels jealous of other's happiness, his only source of happiness is out of the misery of the other or may be the relative happiness that he derives by demeaning.
I understand though, why is he like that. If I had to live in gym for 9-10 hours, I would also want something different to happen to me. But, this is not the way to want. To become toxic. The way to want is to not want and work towards the direction, hope he is working to get out of the place and find where he feels right.
Yeah, so these were my experiences. Keep looking at the Picture of Bhagwaan. Osho. And you feel slowly understand the truth. It's in there. On the face of Bhagwaan. read it. Read his face. He speaks to me through his photos. I am his Sannyasi now. I will keep making this world a better place by this Osho fragrance that I have got. Hope people steal it from me, and they become what I am.
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